My skin has turned to porcelain to ivory, to steel

I'm a 26yr old Ginger from Chicago that loves, Anne Rice, SPN, Doctor Who(Eleven, Eight, Nine and Four), Star Wars, Star Trek, Merlin, Sherlock, Sailor Moon, Harry Potter, everything Joss Whedon, Ginger models(and fashion in general), Bioware games and Asian Dramas.
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Lestat de Lioncourt will always be the love of my life.
“So until we meet again, I am thinking of you always; I love you, I wish you were here…in my arms.”

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octopirecipes: owlanatomy: lovesdoctorwho-and-bacon: allenbl801: rinienne: beyond-the-elusive-nomads: brighteyesandpinstripes: melchan8: Remember the Name by ~CARstiel #sometimes they lower his dose if he shows improvement #this is a mistake #because he is very good at hiding his torment from them when he chooses to #when he gets a chance alone #when his mind is free-wheeling #screaming the same name over and over though he has no idea what it means #DEAN #he slashes thin cuts across his wrists with a syringe from the sharps box #slashes and stabs and rips at his flesh until he bleeds #DEAN #presses his fingers to the cuts and dyes them red #DEAN #he thinks #if he can just get the name out #if he can just make it real #maybe it’ll go away #DEAN #he swipes his fingers across the wall to form the letters #DEAN #DEAN #over and over #he’s exhausted #DEAN #his white shirt is stained dark and he feels faint but he has to keep going #DEAN #DEAN #DEAN #the walls are screaming it #DEAN #DEAN Oh..god…why? WHY WOULD YOU POST SOMETHING LIKE THAT? SO MANY CREYS. WHYYYYYYYYYYYY?
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octopirecipes:

owlanatomy:

lovesdoctorwho-and-bacon:

allenbl801:

rinienne:

beyond-the-elusive-nomads:

brighteyesandpinstripes:

melchan8:

Remember the Name by ~CARstiel

#sometimes they lower his dose if he shows improvement #this is a mistake #because he is very good at hiding his torment from them when he chooses to #when he gets a chance alone #when his mind is free-wheeling #screaming the same name over and over though he has no idea what it means #DEAN #he slashes thin cuts across his wrists with a syringe from the sharps box #slashes and stabs and rips at his flesh until he bleeds #DEAN #presses his fingers to the cuts and dyes them red #DEAN #he thinks #if he can just get the name out #if he can just make it real #maybe it’ll go away #DEAN #he swipes his fingers across the wall to form the letters #DEAN #DEAN #over and over #he’s exhausted #DEAN #his white shirt is stained dark and he feels faint but he has to keep going #DEAN #DEAN #DEAN #the walls are screaming it #DEAN #DEAN

Oh..god…why?

WHY WOULD YOU POST SOMETHING LIKE THAT?

SO MANY CREYS.

WHYYYYYYYYYYYY?